17 months clean and sober and I relapsed. On top of having sex for money. And that only came about because I was giving it away and so many are willing to pay for it. My logic makes no sense. I’ve told my sponsor and today I will be telling my therapist. I’m so scared. So many people were looking up to me and I have let them all down. I don’t know how to start over.



1. Know what matters to you, personally – what you stand for, and what your values are .

2. Don’t be anxious about breaking social norms. The more often you do this, the less it bothers you.

3. Decide not to live as a people pleaser, or to get upset and take rejection personally.

4. Hang out…